Something's gonna change, must be rearranged.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010, 9:59 PM
I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world.
Right. So I was so BORED, until... somebody gave me this stupid idea of writing about her. Well, might as well write something. After all, somebody needs some encouragements what. :)
Well. While doing that, might as well update a bit about my life. My mind keeps barking at me "Ha, csy should be missing in action this week. You've been too active." Well, I was actually thinking about doing that. But, you know, sometimes, commucation is very important. I can always play missing when it's the year end break. I mean, nobody cares anyway.
Hahaha, you people should anticipate that.
Well. That's one thing that has been going on. Now, uh, about today. If you want my honest feedback, today was SHIT. It was crap. I mean, there was nothing much alright. I would've skipped if it wasn't somehow or another connected to my conduct. I'm not that bad of a student, but it doesn't mean that it should be like that.
Some parts were slightly better, some made my mind mess up, some moments, I just don't know what to talk about. It always starts out bad. Then slowly gets better, I suppose. But no matter what, things would work out. And whether or not we had fun, it's how we treat things. It's our choice.
Right. Back to the point where why exactly I'm blogging. Well. Guess you're wondering who's that friend. Let's just say, it's Jong. (You thickskinned woman, obviously it's you. :P)
Well. I can't really remember how exactly we became good friends... Okay, that happens all the time. Oh. Who cares. We're friends now, that's what's important. It's the present that you care. Future ain't here yet, past is over. Why bother? You can't change them when you don't know what's going to happen, neither can you change them when it had already happened. Makes sense?
Yeah, anyway. Jong, there ain't much to say. Cause I don't really know what to say. I don't know how much you know, cause what I'm blogging about all the time, it's always because I know that many people don't know. Or at the very least, they don't know that they know. They just kept it away. And I'm always writing it as a trigger. I don't know about you. So, yeah. And honestly? I think you're like, one of the people who always appears in my blog. Lol. I mean, there ain't many people reading it. And I still don't know why I'm writing, since people don't really know my blog. Well, who cares. I feel good after writing. That's what I care about.
Okay, getting out of point. Like, off course. Right. Yoooou. Know that you're liking someone wrong. Lol. We've told you like, a million times. He's freaking gay alright. And we still don't know why the hell you like that faggot. But honestly? It's how you feel/think. We have no say. That's one point.
Another point is... Lemme think uh. YOU, yes you. Don't think about things too much la. Especially about 40. He's crappy, you know that. And though I know that you don't really bother much about academic, studies are waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more important than those crappy crushes that you've having. (Not forcing you to study~)
So. You've got to work harder, towards everything that you want. Though I doubt I've got much rights to say all these. But, you know, it's just a thought. Might trigger something off from your brain. Good luck in eveeeeeeerything.
Note. The picture in this post, is freaking cool. :D
Ps. Where were you, when everything was falling apart?