MOVED. :)
Saturday, February 26, 2011, 6:36 PM
Hi people. I'm sorry that I seriously hadn't been blogging here. But I'm back here, to let you guys know that. I've moved. And I'm currently blogging at uh, wordpress. Which I had already linked by the side bar right on the left side. <<< So, uh, yeah, check out my posts there. And not here. :)
When things are supposed to be happy, you flare and throw it all away.
Friday, February 4, 2011, 9:11 AM
Be glad that wordpress had screwed up for probably a day. What happened? If you've got a wordpress, head over to wordpress.com. The first page isn't the problem. Just wait and continue reading. Then, click on the new post button. The moment that page loads, you'll realise what's the problem. Why? The full page wouldn't load. And it's like, it just loaded something simple.
I originally wanted not to blog at all, since I couldn't get wordpress to load. But I thought of how dead my blogger is, and um, yeah, I just came over and blog a little. :)
But the thing is, the moment I open the blogger 'newpost' thing, my mood for blogging is all gone and I've no idea what I can rant about already. LOL. So, uh, yeah, continue to head over to my wordpress. I'll probably blog everyday there. :)
Ps. When life has got you down, you've got someone here that you can wrap your arms around.
An apology.
Sunday, January 23, 2011, 11:52 AM
Right. I know I haven't been blogging a lot these days. Well, I suppose the reason why would be because of my recent creation of a wordpress blog. Hahaha, um, I'll be putting the link up next to the tumblr link, so do feel free to head over if I'm not updating here. I've been blogging there pretty daily. So, yeah. :)
Sorry guys.
You can go on and cry me a river.
Friday, January 21, 2011, 3:59 PM
I would like to seriously apologise for not blogging for so many days. Well, like I said, when I don't know what to blog about, I tend not to blog. And seriously, I don't know why I'm reserving all words said here, because I know there ain't more than ten people who reads this blog. But anyway, it doesn't really matter anyway.
Even now, I'm typing away, but I still don't have anything to blog about. Other than the fact that I just realised. I've been dropping hair a lot lately. OMG. I'm going bald! ARGH. :( But anyway. I think I just need to cut down on all the instant noodles then. Sigh. Anyway, um, seriously, I have nothing to blog about today. Much less the week.
Right. So today the youngest kids in school got to know what electives they've got. And my friends and I actually went to check it out, seeing how many of those kids are going to be in the same electives. While I was scanning through the papers to see familiar names, I couldn't find many people with Choir as their elective. Then I continued, and finally saw the name that I wanted to see. So, yeah. Hahah. What happened after that was so fucking funny.
Ps. And they say that a hero can save us but I'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sentence me to another life.
Thursday, January 20, 2011, 4:28 PM
Sorry for being hiatus for such a long time. These few days, I just find that there's nothing much to blog about, and decided not to blog that often. But no worries, you'll still see me online and stuff, just not blogging. Sometimes I come online for the sake on turning on the computer. I'll probably be doing my homework. Most of the time, I guess.
So, um, I'll blog more when I'm in the mood. Btw, it's raining again.
Ps. Remiscing on the merry go round.
Ain't about how fast you get there.
Friday, January 14, 2011, 7:00 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
Sorry for the lack of posts these days. Oh, I've explained in the post below this. If you hadn't read it, I'd suggest you read that first. But anyway, um, it's finally FRIDAY. LOL. I woke up, thinking that "It's friday, let's survive today, and relax. :D"
Lol. So, um, to answer the question first... ^^
The future that I want, would be just having go through school with fantastic results, and lift in a one-floored loft in the places that I would rather be in, and live life through normally. :) But obviously I can't do all of that easily. It requires lots of endurance during the hard times, especially with all the studying. And etc. And obviously life isn't life without challenges, so I don't know if I would beable to live the life that I want.
So, um, yeah. That's the end of my fifteen day challenge. Though I think I took more than that. LOL.
Okay, so today, school before recess was fucking boring. I almost fell asleep. Math was boring too. Since MsT just kept going and going and chemistry wasn't getting better, considering that MrsL just kept going on and on about how the atoms change to ions and etcetra for those who don't understand. And at lease she knows that for the people that understood already will find it super boring. And it was so true. I almost dozed off the last time she explained again.
Sigh, guess the day was seriously boring. LOL. Even after I got home and started on my homework. Homework was alright, it was revision that sucked. I was so distracted by my phone and laptop. LOL. Luckily I managed to finish it. Hehehe.
Ps. Radical notion.
Don't you ever let me go.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011, 9:38 PM
Alright. So, let me first explain why I'm not posting my trademark photo before every post, and why I'm not doing the last day of the quiz. WELL. It's actually pretty simple.
I'm in year two now, and OH. TO MAKE THINGS SHORT and SWEET! I'll be spending more time in studying, and quit slacking. I'm already making a point to stay awake during lessons, and I can't afford to spend all my time on the net anymore. You might see me active in facebook, twitter and msn. But I won't be blogging until the weekends. :O Which is um, Friday/Saturday/Sunday? Those are basically the days where I can spend minimal time on the computer.
So, yeah. Wish me luck in getting straight As. Then I may be able to slack off a bit or something. It's kinda hard to slack nowadays, considering the homework load. And how late I actually go home. Though I don't really stay back. BUT ANYWAY. Yeah, my homework load's getting bigger. But anyway, doubt it really matters.
To the people who're gonna be studying hard! I want my ipodtouch! (I've given up the whole thing w/ iphone. I think ipodtouch makes more sense. :D)
Ps. Baby you're not lost.
We'll get lost together.
Monday, January 10, 2011, 3:44 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
This is getting out of hand! AH! I'm haunted by rotten egg smell! ARGH. Just wherever I go! It just fucking stinks! OMG. Idk how I'm going to survive! Ohmygod. Zzzzzzzzzzz.
Honestly, I don't think there's any band that I've loved for a long time. Not that I can remember. OH yeah. I just remembered. Yeah, um, my favourite band that I've loved for a long time would probably be Linkin Park. :) HEHEHE. Um, if you're adding this year, it'll probably be about.. five years. :)
Right. I've come to remember Linkin Park actually through the movie Transformers. And um, yeah, that was the time when they did What I've Done. Then I went youtubing them, and I found a whole bunch of other songs that I loved. Basically. So yeah, that was the period of time where I've been listening to Linkin Park almost everyday.
Then I sorta abandoned them, and listened to other genres, (since Linkin Park only does rock songs) and I went for pop. Until recently, the new album that they've come up with, um, A Thousand Suns, that was when I started listening to them again. :) Teehee. I'm not exactly a die-hard fan of Linkin Park. But, I am a fan of LinkinPark.
Ps. Cause baby you're not lost.
So hold on, to me tight.
Sunday, January 9, 2011, 1:15 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
My favourite season is WINTER! Hehehe. Or maybe fall. I don't know! But I'll think with going for winter. Since I've been liking it since I was kid. Um, why? Because I think the cold'd be nice. And, um, where I'm living? There's no distinct seasons. And it really bothers me since I really like temperate countries. Sigh! It really sucks not to have distinct seasons. So, people living in temeprate countries! Appreciate that you have the four seasons!
Oh, that's done. Now.. The first week back to school really sucked, considering that my school really sucks and etc. Ungodly y'know! Zzzzzzzz. That's one, and yesterday. I don't know. A lot of people said that it's successful, but I think it's successfully finished, but it sucked. Not the part where we had fun, but the part where the freshmens are just rude. Ohwell! It's over and done with, so, yeah, it's okay.
I actually started out songs-hunting last night, and then I started out w/ hunting songs by Enrique Iglesias, and after that, idk how, I started hunting songs by Michael Buble. LOL! Yeah, and I ended up downloading a lot of Michael Buble's songs. Hahahahaha. OHWELL! That goes my music hunting for last night. I wonder when I'll stop being lazy and hunt for more songs. Oh, I'm also super tempted to replace the blog song.
Ps. Hold on to me tonight.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
Friday, January 7, 2011, 10:46 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
Right. I shall blog about today first, then continue w/ what's above. Heheh.
School was BORING today. And I really meant by boring. Not the boring in the sense that I have things that I don't want to do and not doing them. Because? Idk, it's just fucking boring. Especially math. Whoa, I swear, I've never gone through such a boring lesson of math before. And the real problem was that even though it's boring, I still have to listen to whatever she's talking about because that's the only way I can do my work right. And blahblahblah. I shall not go on and on.
Well, I believe strongly in um, fate/destiny. I was thinking of writing sleep. LOL. Maybe I shall write why at the bottom later. (LOL, joke.) Yeah, why I believe in fate? Because um, there're a lot of things that relies on fate. Like how you get your parents, how you meet your friends, how you meet your teachers, how you fall for your crush. And everything like that.
That's one, and the other would be um, that our lives are laid out already, with every possible decision that you'd make. And also that life constantly changes with whatever that you do.
And the last extra portion. I actually believe in sleep because for those people who doesn't have nightmares when they sleep, it exactly like escaping from reality. I believe in that because, sometimes, when the pain haunts me, I'll escape them by sleeping. And I think it's a much more healthier way of escaping pain. Instead of cutting yourself, etc. That's unless you have nightmares when you sleep luh. That's a completely different story.
I just returned from XX's blog. And I swear, I've got a lot of things to comment about her crap rubbish blogpost. I mean, it's freaking judgemental and untrue alright. Zzzzzz. Well, maybe she's right about the sex scenes. But kissing isn't wrong alright. Like, wtf. Argh, nevermind. I'm sick of constantly having to blog about my views about her posts.
Ps. Gonna burn what's standing in the way.
There's nothing worst than feeling like a ghost.
Thursday, January 6, 2011, 5:27 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
I shall answer the question first, then blog about today. And yesterday. And I'll just talk about my school community. And it'll probably be more of a grudging thing.
My school. Is a very very pathetic and annoying school. And the only reason being is basically how the school works/functions. Because, to us students, it's really screwed up. And I don't understand how the teachers could actually work there. Though sometimes I think it has something to do with the teachers as well.
Why I say that the teachers also have problems? Well, it's basically the way THEY WORK and THINK. Why? Because it just doesn't do any good to us students. Well, this year, I've got new teachers coming into class, and new things happening. And I swear, I really detest my teachers. Other than a few. The thing is. A lot of teachers think that whatever they say, they're right, and when we don't agree, we're wrong. It's as if they will NEVER make mistakes. But hey, every human definitely makes mistakes. It's just whether or not you want to accept it.
Another part of why my community sucks because the older grade students are just, horrid. Their attitude just sucks. And it really stinks because of the amount of noise they're creating during assembly and etc.
The community that I live in? Sucks.
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So today is/was the third day of school.. And truthfully, it's the third day of school and we're all lurging books into school ALREADY. All thanks to the stupid teachers saying that we are not allowed to park our books under our desks. ARGH. zzzzzz. So annoyed.
Anyway, today, is like, the second day of the official start of lessons... And um, yeah, it's also the day that the freshmens are getting their camp. Honestly, I don't understand why my school tries so hard for everyone to be sportsmen. I mean, not everyone is suitable for sports. And I'm not joking. I mean, who said everyone has to be sporting to be healthy? Wtf? And I still fucking don't understand why CCA has to be linked to physical education? I don't understand what does PE has anything to do with our daily life. So school, WOULD YOU FUCKING STOP EMPHASISING ON SPORTS/PE? BECAUSE IT HONESTLY SUCKS?
Yesterday, I was actually dreading science, since my original teacher wasn't here, and we had a relief. AND I SWEAR, I wish my teacher would be swapped! Because the relief teacher was honestly interesting! Muchmuchmuch more interesting than my 'away'teacher. Because he just talks about things that are not inside the syllables. And it honestly was interesting. Sigh, too bad he ain't our 'cher.
Ohwell, there're just like, a lot of things that happened. Mostly very boring, because it's actually very difficult to get my interest for something. LOL. Yeah, and honestly, I think the highlight yesterday was actually the whole rehearsal for what's happening on Saturday. And there's another rehearsal tomorrow, and I swear, I don't feel like going. It really sucks, to stand under those warm spotlights. Sigh, can't wait for Saturday to be GONE.
Today's math was much easier than yesterday's, considering that my teacher actually gave us homework that she didn't teach yesterday. Sigh. Today? My geog teacher practically took up the entire half an hour scolding people. (And we're just watching the show.)
Anyway. Yeah, today has been a slow day. Especially with d&t which was kinda, boring and crappy. So yeah, things are going to be slower than last year. And I'm just sick of that. Everyday I wake up and can't wait to get back into bed. But somehow, I relaxed yesterday, and watched an episode on GG. And I suddenly feel sad after that. (Cause of Chuck&Blair? LOL.)
Ps. If only you knew what I knew, then you can see what I see.
Remiscing on the merry go round.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011, 7:59 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
I wouild say it would have to be a book. Because when I was much much much younger, I read two thick books by Enid Byton (Sorry if I spelled her name wrongly.) and um, I enjoyed it alot. And yeah, that'll probably be my childhood book.
Trying to have no regrets.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011, 8:33 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
Okay. I decide that I'll just answer the question of the day first, and then I'll blog about my horrid day.
What was the worst thing that had happened in middle school? I think it'd be even admitting into this school. Cause it honestly sucks. And the teachers are just, horrid. And I honestly mean by horrid. But where I'm living in, somehow, the students actually do respect the suckiest teachers. And I swear, it really SUCKS. So, yeah. :)
So, today, school is back on, and I can't believe that we're back in school and it honestly sucks alright! Woke up early in the morning, and left home early. The actual thing was actually I almost fell asleep waiting for my bus. LOL. :( Y'know what? I'm just so bad in luck, considering that my homeclass actually has a crappy new teacher that only had his first day in this school. I can't believe it man! It's like, the worst thing ever, considering that it's the best to have teachers that had experience in the school.
After coming home from school today, which was really late, because I had choir practice today, I almost died. I was so fucking tired. And I don't feel like sleeping early. I don't feel like waking up early. I don't feel like going to school. I don't feel like doing anything tomorrow because I want to sleep for a complete week. :(
And now that school is back, I think my stress level is going up up UP. Because the moment I carry my bag, I already feel the stress from school. OHGOD. There's still about two hundred days. Zzzzzzzz. I don't know how I'm going to survive the rest of the year. Sigh.
Ps. The world sucks.
I won't ever be your cornerstone.
Monday, January 3, 2011, 1:29 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
So, school is starting in a matter of hours from now. Less than twentyfour hours now. And y'know, my friend and I have been dreading this day. LOL. And everyday we've been sighing. It's kinda stupid y'know, it's like you're waiting for this day to come. But anyway! Honestly, I don't want to walk into school and see those familiar faces again. It sorta irks me. Ohwell, there's absolutely no way that we can rewind time, so I guess we'll just have to live with it.
Okay, today's question is seriously a challenge. Because just like you thought, if you're capable of making me happy, that's it. There's no such thing as happier or not. Hehehe. And I seriously doubt you wanna hear me rant all about my friends. So, I think I'll just end things here. Or probably go on ranting more about other stuff.
But seriously, I don't want to keep complaining about schl, so I shall stop here. :D
Ps. I don't wanna be here holding on.
Single books of matches, gonna burn whose standing in the way.
Sunday, January 2, 2011, 6:02 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
After half a day of sleep, I've finally woken up and now I'm sinking myself into music and coming to blog what I should blog today. Okay, so I didn't get what pet peeves were, and I googled it. So the result that I got was that it meant things that annoy me. Honestly, there are a lot of things that annoy me. Because um, I'm not a very tolerant person. :P I shall just try to list down things that I can think now. Hehehe.
#1. People who just keeps talking during a movie.
Well, this actually came from that time when I went out with my friends to catch Twilight Saga: Eclipse. And the girls sitting behind us were just fucking noisy, and what's worst? Well, if you've watched Eclipse, well, you'll know that the Cullens&werewolves fought against the new-born vampires, and there're some parts where the new-born vampires' body parts come apart. And vampires don't have blood right, and y'know what? Those girls actually screamed "AHH, BLOOD!" Okay, that's just horrid. Zzzz. I mean, at the very least, scream because the bodyparts come apart?
#2. People who just won't shut up when you already ask them to.
This happens all the time! And I get totally annoyed when people won't shut up when I'm doing something. LOL, though normally I always don't bother to even ask them to shut up. Hehehe. And then I just get all sarcastic to them. (HEHEHE.) Yes, I'm getting meaner and meaner. Lol.
#3. Annoying songs.
Okay, I got this because this year, there's been a lot of retarded songs. Like. Billionaire, and Whip My Hair. Oh, that's the worst one. Like anyone actually gives a damn whether or not you whip your hair back and forth or not. Zzzzzzzzzz. Honestly, who the fuck still listens to this kind of songs?
#4. People who just won't stop calling your name when you're busy.
This always happens to me. You know why? Cause there's once, when I was doing my hmwk, and my friend just wouldn't stop calling my name. Then when I finally answered her, I was like, "For a minute, I wish I could change my name." Hahahhaa.
#5. When people won't respect your opinion.
Well, this? Uhh, happens a lot of times too. But, ohwell, I really don't bother writing an example. Ohwell!
That's all I can think of right now. LOL, cause I'm watching tele, and I'm not really paying attention to what I'm blogging about.
Ps. I won't ever be your cornerstone.
Goodbye, and hello.
Saturday, January 1, 2011, 1:15 AM
First off, Happy birthday Ren! :D I actually forgot @ the moment it strucked twelve. I only remembered when it was like, fiftyfive minutes after midnight. (Ren: -glares- Me: -gulps-) So the birthday wishing is over. And yeah. It's time for the new year wishing. :)
Goodbye 2010, hello 2011. Happy new decade, happy new year.
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
LOL. I was like, WTHELL. Castle? Hahahhaha. Nonono. I think my dream house would be a onefloored loft. :) If not, it'll be just a normal small apartment will do. It's not like there'll be a lot of people. So yeah, probably a onefloored loft, or just a small apartment. :)
My dream house would probably be um, pretty usual, messy and uh, modernish? And uh, yeah. That's probably it. I mean, there's nothing much to talk about my dream house. Considering that I've stopped thinking about my dream house for a long long time.
Ps. Come pain, come hurt. See the halo, hey hey halo.
An ending, a beginning.
Friday, December 31, 2010, 8:00 PM
I just can't resist blogging again. As the hours get closer to the new year, the more I feel like blogging about every thought that runs through my mind. Well, not exactly everything, but you get the point. :)
So, the year and decade will be ending in another four hours. And I just can't help but to feel sad/depressed by that y'know. Well, doubt there's any point thinking about it huh. Well, yeah, what a day well spent. I practically shacked up in my room the entire day, listening to my phone's radio, which is on loudspeakers. Or my ears would've went crazy already.
Since it's the new year, most people had probably started making new year resolutions? Well, no doubt, I did too. But hoenstly, I did my resolutions long ago. Hahaha. I'll just have to say one thing in my resolution. I cannot waver with what I've decided to do. And to be honest, I'm a very fickle minded person, so it's actually very hard to stick with what I want to do. So, what I really would like is that I can stop being so lazy, and make my stand firm so that I won't waver. :)
2010 wasn't exactly a fantastic year, but it wasn't exactly a terrible year for me. At lease, not like how everyone else complained it was. Well, every year has it's screwups, and yeah, 2010 wasn't an exception, and of course, for the fact that we're here today shows that we've got through it, and we're still marchin' on. That actually came from Marchin On by OneRepublic.
Teehee, ohwell. Anyway, for the people out there. Even if your 2010 isn't great, or your 2010 sucked, fret not. You're still here, holding on to everything that you've got. I'm sure next year would be a better year. But even if it's not, try your best efforts to make it better. Keep holding on, and keep marchin' on. Cause things go wrong, shit happens, but life still goes on.
I won't exactly blog about happy new year now. I'll just about it later. After midnight.
You are your own worst enemy.
, 5:44 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
Hi. Yes, I'm finally blogging early. Probably because today is the last day of 2010, and I just feel like blogging. So, yeah. I'm here, warming up on my bed under my blanket, which my eyes half open, listening to the radio, and blogging. Lol. So, I'm actually considering if I should blog about what happened yesterday. But probably not. I'm too lazy to blog about yesterday. Hmm, maybe I could summarize everything in point form? LOL. Maybe not. But yesterday's practise was fun. :)
So today's question. Hehehe! I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO ANSWER. Because my first reaction was: A LOT OF THINGS! Hahaha! Probably, I guess. And since I'm bored, I shall list them out. Hahaha.
#1. Surprised or not! It's food!
This actually came from the last time I went to Beijing, China. And um, yeah, well, the last time I went, it was freezing cold! And um, I was constantly freezing, though I already have a windbreaker on. Ohwell. That was over, but well, why food make me feel warm and fuzzy? Because when I was freezing cold, and eat food, I feel warmer inside. :)
#2. Sweet love stories.
Okay, to people who know me, you should pretty much know that I read a lot of fanfiction. Um, on SC and SK. And um, yeah, since it's fanfiction, it's mostly love stories, and uh, what's cool is actually that when I read about couples coming together after breaking up, for some reasons, I feel all warm and fuzzy. Yeah, enough said. LOL.
#3. Children playing @ playgrounds.
I feel warm and fuzzy when I see children running around, playing together at the playground. Why? Because, I think these are the essentials that a child needs to go through when they're growing up. Well, that's not exactly the main reason. The main reason is actually because when the children are playing, they look the happiest.
#4. Listening to the right music.
I'm sure you know of the quote 'music changes mood'. Well, because a lot of people talks about it. And well, sure it does. Or, yeah, not when your mood is set already. But yeah. When I'm feeling bored/neutral, and listen to the right music, it makes me feel warm and fuzzy. A very good example would be: whenever I'm in the car, and I listen to the radio, whenever Just the Way You Are plays, I just feel warm and fuzzy.
#5. Cozing up in my bed, before sleeping.
This is weird. LOL. Well, yeah, I'm actually not lying. Occasionally, when I slip into my bed and curl up under my blanket, I feel warm and fuzzy. (not in the dirty way alright. :/)
This is all I can come up with! I'll come back tonight, after midnight for 'tomorrow's' question. :D
Ps. Make up your mind!
Life doesn't rewind.
Thursday, December 30, 2010, 11:37 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
Okay. The question asks 'tumblr'. But anyway. Since I'm on blogger now, I guess either one would be fine? Well. I blog. Like other bloggers do. And um, I often blog about what happens in my day, like many other people do. And um, I post an 'opening photo' everyday. Oh, and the opening photo is from a certain blogger's blog. So, yeah.
Difference... Um. I've/I'll never post a photo of myself on my blog. Because I don't think there's a need for you to know how I look like. Well basically all you need to know is just my blog contents. So yeah. Also, a lot other bloggers, when they blog, they automatically type in their friends' names. Well, I try my best to use initials. But when I forget, then whoops. Lol. Oh, and also, my every post has an 'opening photo'. Yeah, some might be repeated, but well, I actually think that my blog post looks a lot nicer with a photo on top and a long post below.
Oh. And if you wanna talk about tumblr, I'll just say. I'm pretty much have less differences to Tumblr users. And yes, I have a habit of reblogging things I feel is cool/true. Hehe.
Ps. When words fail, music kicks in.
Predestined.
, 12:31 AM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
My goodness. I apologise for the delayed blogpost. I'll just post, and get going. I don't really feel like blogging.
When I've had a terrible day.. How do I deal with it? LOL. My model answer would be. "I'll just deal with it." But that's probably not gonna make any sense anyway. So, um, I'm guessing my answer would be, hide in the dark, on my bed, and blast my ipod. Maybe singing out loud together with the music playing. That would probably be my best solution.
Alternatively, I'd be ranting off on blogger, word document, or tumblr. Yeap. :)
Ps. Everything has been layed out.
No, you don't belong to me.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010, 10:52 PM
2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
Yes, I'm back, after um, idk? A long day with nothing to do? Zzz. Okay, when I scrolled my page to see what the question was again, I saw 'do you know of any article...'. I was like, 'do I know of any article of clothing? HUH?' Hahaha!
Anyway. Back to the original question. Um, I would have to say no. Okay, maybe yes. Like, my school uniform? LOL. Since I've had so much fun in it, and stuff. Yeah, I think the best answer would actually to say that the article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it would be my uniform. And up till now, I don't think I bare to throw it away. Hehehe.
Yeah, I can only come up with this much for today's challenge. It's difficult alright. And considering that I've got no details. Zzz. Tomorrow's will be muchmuchmuch more better. Hehehe.
Ps. Sometimes, I think I need to stop socialising. Because I think I offend people too much.
You're looking at the ghost of me.
Monday, December 27, 2010, 7:44 PM
Alright, considering my lack of posts/contents, I've decided to take up a ten day challenge (though it's actually meant for tumblr. But, anyway, what's the difference right?). But I'm looking for a suitable one, because some of the 'days' are things that I do not disclose. Hehe. EW. I saw one taylorswift challenge! No offence to taylorswift lovers. Hmm, the favourite band challenge seems quite okay. But nah. There's this 'deep thought thirty day challenge'. Which sounds kinda scary. LOL.
Oh. That thirty challenge will really make you type alot for each post. But nah, I'm not gonna do such challenge, it makes me uncomfortable. (hehhe.) LOL. I almost wanted to do the otaku challenge. It's about ... animes/manga. LOL. But... uh... nah... Because there's a lot of questions w/ cosplays in it. And that's actually the thing that I hate most. So, yeah.
Omg, wthell? There's this 20day Kuroshitsuji challenge. Whoaaaa. Is there Fairytail's? LOL. And then there's the South Park challenge. Zzz. And the handwriting challenge. Wthell? And I was so tempted to do the writing challenge. But nahhh. Yeap, got what I want. :D
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1.) Do you know how your parents picked your name?2.) Do you have any article of clothing that has a lot of memories attached to it?
3.) When you’ve had a terrible day, how do you deal with it?
4.) How are you similar to and different from the majority of Tumblr users?
5.) What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?
6.) What would your dream house/apartment/castle/tree house/loft/bungalow/etc. look like?
7.) What are some of your pet peeves?
8.) Who makes your happier than anyone else?
9.) What was the worst thing to happen to you in middle school?
10.) What movie or book reminds you most of your childhood?
11.) What is the community you live in like?
12.) What is something you believe very strongly in?
13.) What’s your favorite season and why? If you don’t have distinct seasons where you live, does it bother you?
14.) Is there a band that you have loved for a long time? How long and why?
15.) What will your future be like if it all went the way you wanted it to versus how it will probably turn out, logically?
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How my parents picked out my name. Probably from that 'name book list'. LOL. Ohwell. I don't exactly know where they got it from, but I know they picked it because of the meaning. Yeap. Okayokay, I think this will be for today. Though it's just absolutely crappy. But nevermind, the rest of the days would be better. :D
Ps. You think I learnt my lesson now.
The silhoutte you left behind chases after the morning.
Saturday, December 25, 2010, 12:46 AM
Hi douchebags out there, Merry Christmas!
Once again, this picture was randomly picked. Aw crap, my nails are bugging me till no end. It's like it hates me for leaving them and torturing them because I spend most of my time typing on the computer. And unfortunately, when I have my nails left growing, I tend to use the nails to type. Yeah, and I think it's starting to rebel and show that it actually hurts. Zzz.
And no, even if I'm wishing MerryChristmas to people, no it doesn't mean that I like this festival. I still dislike it, because it bugs me till no end. But really? I doubt anyone cares anyway. So, yeah. Anyway, today. I think what I actually did throughout the day was sleep and slack. Which I totally can't complain more. Hahahaha. I'm surprised, because it's pretty early, and I'm going to escape reality already. Eyes drooping, brain malfunctioning. OHGOD. LOL.
Ps. Shit happens, things go wrong, people change, but life goes on.
But the tears on your cheek says different.
Friday, December 24, 2010, 1:42 AM
This picture is randomly picked. And I don't know why I'm blogging again. It's not as if I've anything to blog about, but it just feels weird without blogging a proper post. Hmm... Ain't that weird. Zzz.
Honestly, I really have no idea what to blog about. Other than my rantings on FT. And how I can't afford to lose the obsession of SK to FT. Zzz. It's like, so random? And it's not something that I can keep blogging about right. Anyway. I still do adore SK. And I'm still obsessed to it. I'm not even planning to chase Ren away from my phone wallpaper! LOL. I mean, no, I have no intentions at all to change that. (SINCE IT FITS SO WELL.) Hehehe. Honestly, who cares if SK is an old anime? It's just as nice/popular as any good animes that are showing now! And, I did learn a lot from there too. Hehehe.
See, I just can't stop ranting about anime now. LOL. OHMYGOODNESS. Christmas simply just reminds me that the new year is coming, and school is gonna start. -pulls hair!- ARGH! Omg, I can't believe it. I mean, why can't we have a whole year of vacation, since it's summer all year round? :( Though obviously that's impossible. -pulls hair, again- No, I'm not yearning for school to start. ACTUALLY. I yearn for it to not come. Sigh, obviously that won't happen. My goodness, I wonder what will happen next year.. I sure do hope that everything would just remain as how it is this year, or if it's even possible, for things to be better next year.
But it doesn't really matter whether we hope or not right? Considering that we can't do anything against fate. Well, it's my words, considering that I'm a believer of destiny controlling our lives. Though it sorta crashes in with my beliefs of karma - what goes around comes around. But honestly? I kinda think that's considered as fate too. No matter what you do to others, it'll probably come back to you - regardless if it's the same, or twice as hard. Well, probably it's just a belief. But who knows? Maybe believing is what makes it true? (Lol?)
Actually, I think that it's enough of rants already, but I feel as if I should be blogging about something else too. BUT HONESTLY. What's so urgent that can't wait till the next time I post right?
Ps. My soul of ice.
I'm not listening to you.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010, 8:02 PM
After a... pretty long break, I'm finally back. It's as if I've revived from the dead. LOL. That was supposed to be a joke. Zzz. Well, you just have to understand that I haven't got anything to blog about, so... yeah. Which practically explains the deadness of the blog.
Anyway, other than rotting at home, I actually started watching Fairy Tail on Sunday. And I actually finished all the available episodes... And y'know what? I'm regretting why I didn't watch earlier! LOL. Ohwell! It's cool alright! There's kinda, many parts that reminds me of Shaman King. Yeah, like a certain loyalty towards your friends - guild, in the case of FT - and a certain stubborn attitude... ETC! Hahaha. OH! And I'm still surprised that Gray and Ikuto's seiyuu is the SAME! OMG.
And I'm actually planning to slowly read the manga. Well, at lease it'll keep me occupied when I'm bored and I don't have any episodes to watch. :( Yeap. I almost flipped at the thought of reading the manga. It's like, 215 chapters with at lease 40 pages for each chapter? :( And it sorta spoils the anime when I already know what'll happen when I'm watching the anime. So I think I'll just stick with whichever chapter/episode I'm at. And not going over that. I guess... Unless I finished the current chapters of where I stopped @ the anime. (Which is kinda impossible...)
Actually, I think I'd enjoy the anime more, since there's the action and the sound effects. So, mmyeah. Just like how I decided to watch the anime of SK and not read the manga. LOL. (Maybe that's because SK is just SUPER long. And I only read the ending. HAHAHA.) And I didn't know that ZM watched Fairy Tail also... Hmm... LOL. I'm considering if I should watch Kuroshitsuji. Maybe not... (maybe after I finish FT.) Seeing the friendship between each other in animes makes me jealous.
Ps. The period of time when you're depressed will stay with you forever, but all you need to know is that you'll learn from why you're depressed in the first place.
I think you lied to me.
Friday, December 17, 2010, 9:26 PM
I originally didn't want to blog, considering that I'd have nothing to blog about.. but I was... bloghopping, and I saw people um, blogging fifteen random facts about themselves? So I thought I could do the same. Considering that I've got nothing to blog about, and I actually do feel like blogging.
- This is probably the randomest right now. You Don't Belong, Daughtry is on repeat in my iTunes right now.
- I hate Christmas. Actually, if I didn't remember wrongly, I actually did blog about this.
- I hate New Year. Or maybe not exactly hate, I just hate what happens after the 'happy' new year. But an ending always comes with a new beginning.
- I absolutely adore staying at my 'landmine' room with the curtains drawn. W/ or w/o the aircon.
- I have been watching Gossip Girl these few days. And I simply adore watching The Mentalist.
- I do not intend eating dinner tonight. Though I think I might just go against that, considering that my stomach is actually growling.
- I went out with an old friend today. And she still hadn't got over her ex. Zzz. And her ex was actually an ex-crush of mine that I had long gotten over of.
- I simply adore Shaman King, and I actually have two favourite characters. (Hehehe, two very sexy characters. o/////o!)
- I bought a new pair of earphones today, although I have many waiting for me to use them at home. Just can't resist buying them.
- I used to enjoy playing pinball on the computer when I was young. And now? I think I'm more interested in Solitaire. Yeah, that's like the old folks game. But hey, I like it. So?
- Wow, I actually have four more to go? And I'm really outta ideas. I'm actually very jealous at choirs that are SATB. Because unfortunately, my school has a SUPER small choir, and we're only SSA.
- And related to the point before, I actually like the whole ... bass and tenor sounds. Teehee.
- Before choir? I was actually in orchestra. :)
- I actually get very annoyed with my mom says shitty. She was telling me about this article that she read, and she started saying 'shitty', and I'm like, 'mom, can you please stop saying that word?'. Hehe, I think it's because I'm not used to my mom saying any... crude words... Hmm..
- I'm actually on high hopes on getting iPhone next year. :D
Ps. Look what you've done to me.
Don't make me hold on when you're not.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010, 3:28 PM
I really cannot decide whether or not I should continue putting Rocketeer or my autoplay song to Dont Let Me Go by The Click Five. I actually heard it on the radio just now, and I immediately liked it. :D Teehee. Anyway... I don't think anyone actually realised. The last post was actually my two hundredth post. And I think I used it to write some really pointless words. Lol, joke. Ohwell!
Guess what. Ever since coming back from PD, I'm actually hiding inside my room most of the time. It's like, getting away from the society. And it feels real damn good. At lease for me, that is. Everyone else are unhappy that they're stuck at home, but for me? I can't be any happier when I'm at home rotting. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. But, on the other hand, I doubt it'd be that bad to be crazy. I mean, even if you're judged when people realise that there's something wrong with you, but I think it'd be better than having my brain slowly torturing me.
Listening to this song just makes me want to cry. Zzz. I don't know what's going on in my stupid brain right now. It's just making me feel so confused. And it's honestly not a good feeling at all. It just makes me want to pluck my brain out.
Ps. Every night I lie on my bed, hoping that I'll never wake up again.
There's a world out there that we should see.
Sunday, December 12, 2010, 1:50 PM
Don't know if anyone of you actually remember what happened when I posted my hundredth post. I mean, it wasn't anything big, but I thought it made a lot of sense. Especially to the teenagers, when they would actually make a point to take notice of my post and think through it. This post will actually be pretty random. And I'll just change topic like, in a snap. And this post would probably be a very boring post. But, who cares?
But throughout the entire year, I suppose I can say that I've learnt many things about different people, and how they do things. And... well, nobody is perfect and nobody can accept how everyone is. But that's just the thing with humans. We are all supposed to live harmoniously together, yet it just doesn't happen. Maybe it's because nobody can be that understanding to be able to bear with everyone else. But, no matter what, we have to try.
When there's an ending, there'll always be a beginning. And when there's a beginning, it basically means going to new heights. Obviously nobody likes going to new heights, and experiencing new things. But, if we don't explore new heights, how are we going to improve, right? Maybe, maybe not. Personally, I dislike changes. I dislike experiencing fear. I never liked that. I once went to a course, and they said that everyone lives in their comfort zone, and when they step out of their comfort zone, they experience fear. And when I hear that, my brain was basically saying out: "but you're always experiencing fear." You in the sense that it's me.
I thought through that for a pretty long time, I guess. And, I'm very surprised, because I ended up with the conclusion that I am always experiencing fear, and I never really do relax. I don't know what had made become like that, but I am definitely surprised. Because nobody is born with that uneasy feeling, and it can only be nurtured. Who knows, maybe any one of you are actually the cause of my disbelonging.
Ps. Every night I lay on my bed, hoping that I will never wake up.
I can tell you can fit one more.
Saturday, December 11, 2010, 12:53 AM
In your heart in your heart in your heart, I can tell you can fit one more.
Yeah, I'm bored to death, and I'm back again. Like, yeah wthell right. And I honestly have nothing to write about. Like, today, I spent my day watching Every Move You Make, and sleeping. And I didn't really do anything. Though I kinda had a slight fever in the afternoon. But after drinking that panadol cold remedy, I started sweating, and my temperature was back to normal.
There is just nothing to really blog about. Lol. Like, nothing to write about other than what happened in PD? LOL. Like, we're all missing our trip. Hahaha, missing the time we had there. Though while we're there, we can't wait to get back. Plus, it was a really nice time because I felt as if we bonded a lot together.
Ohwell, everything's over and I guess we can only wait for our next trip like, in 2011? Maybe? Anyway! Like, who cares right! Hahahaha. I honestly can't think of anything to write about now, so maybe I'll just blog another day when I've thought of something.
Ps. Unknowingly.
A pulse into the depth of the heart.
Thursday, December 9, 2010, 10:11 PM
I SURVIVED THE FOUR DAYS IN PD! Ohyeah! Uh-huh! Okay, I think I'm going crazy. But yeah, I survived through the entire trip. LOL. Like, who didn't right. It's not like we're going to get killed there or something. Zzz! Hey, I'm actually pretty surprised that it wasn't that bad. In fact, other than some minor factors, it wasn't exactly that bad... I guess. But I'm really sure that I learnt that the relationship between you and somebody else is very important. Like, very important.
So, my choir went to PD for this Jubilate festival and there were only like... fourteen of us, when the other choirs that went had like, at least twentyfive? That was one of the ungodly parts. But it's pretty cool, the entire festival. Other than the fact that the resort rooms were pretty terrible. But I'm thinking that it's actually our room that was that terrible. And I regretted not bringing my book to PD. I mean, we had lots of free time, then during these free time, I could've read my book. Though I doubt I'd actually have the energy to read it.
There're just so many things that I don't feel like typing them out. But I'd like to sincerely say sorry to the people that I was rude to, cause of somethings. Anyway, that was beside the point. I was actually pretty impressed by a few schools that went. Like VJC, CHS. Then last night, we kinda decided to stay up the entire night just because it's the last night, and because we'd like to sleep in the bus. So, yeah, LS, YX and I stayed up the entire night, though the others said that they'd stay up, but they ended up sleeping in the room. Then we were talking, talking. And the crazy thing is just. Everything that we spoke about was pretty much surrouding the topic 'cute guys'.
It's kinda crazy, actually. Because YX can't get over the fact that she didn't see the VJC cute guy @ the custom. LOL. And I didn't get to see the guy that caught my eye from ESSS. :( LOL. Ohwell, it all relies on fate. Anywayanyway! I think almost everyone slept their way back home. Like, yeah, I couldn't stop sleeping. Close eyes, and I just fell asleep. Like this morning, after we packed our stuff, we went next door again. And they were talking, talking, and I closed my eyes, leaned against the back of my chair, and I was half asleep when suddenly ZM said something kinda loudly. Then I'm like, 'whoa!'. LOL. But I was too tired, and I ended up lending their bed to sleep. Like, just lie on top that sort of thing. Since I can't really sleep for long. Then I ended up sleeping for two hours. Zzz.
That was in the morning. It was after I got back home that I was surprised. I fell asleep at five, and I woke up at nine, because my mom woke me up. So if she didn't wake me up, would I still be sleeping? Probably/possible. Ohwell! I think I'm starting to become a sleepypig. And it's not as if I didn't sleep while I was in the bus. I DID SLEEP. Which is why it seems really weird. And my aircon seems kinda... weird/odd.
Ps. I want to try to be tucked in by a kind person.
I don't care who was there before.
Sunday, December 5, 2010, 6:17 PM
I was watching Channel V almost the whole day today. And I think I'm pretty glad I did, because I just found out something that I didn't know about. So, there's this new band, named Pretty Reckless, which has Taylor Momsen as their lead singer. And this Taylor Momsen, is actually Jenny Humphrey from Gossip Girl. I was kinda suspicious when I saw the music video of this band on V. Then I googled it, and then yeah, I got my answers, and I was very surprised. Lol.
So, today, I practically rotted by watching tele, sleeping, and go on the computer. And I was watching Spongebob... Simpsons... And a bunch of MVs. Though I heard a couple of amazing songs, I didn't really pay attention to the names of them, so I can't really download songs now. Anyway, that's nothing. It all lies on fate if I can find them or not.
So... it's like, monday now? Considering that it's 0052 hours in the morning and it's monday. OMG. It's monday. Sigh! God it's monday. Zzz. I feel very annoyed.
Ps. Maybe it's time to understand and let go.
Freedom restricted by circumstances.
Saturday, December 4, 2010, 2:33 AM
For some reasons, I feel compiled to blog. It's not like people do read my blog anyway, seeing that there isn't any tags. (LET ME JUST REMIND. To go to my tagboard, all you have to do is press the "here", on the column beside this. <<<)
Anyway, yeah, technically speaking, it's Saturday, but mentally, to me, it's still Friday. Lol. I hadn't slept and wake up, I don't consider it as another day. Anyway, I doubt I can stay up late tonight anyway. I'm feeling real sleepy that my eyes are slipping close anytime soon. And, tomorrow would probably be a long day. Mom has to go to repair her handphone, send grandma to the doctor's, and send my dad to somewhere where he'll spend four hours; I would like to head down to the city to buy my school bag, and if there's suitable ones, I'd like to buy a leather satchel. :)
But honestly, the more important one is my school bag. Since it probably won't take as much time as finding a suitable satchel. Anyway. I'm kinda obsessed w/ Hao's SFOV. Lol. I don't know why too. It's pretty cool, I guess, has the whole strong yet lonely feeling. I can totally relate~ Lol. Damn I feel like a fangirl. LOL. Ohwell, guess that's what I get for spending too much time on fanfiction.
Anyway, recently I've started watching Every Move You Make, which is a Hongkong series. I'd have to say, it's been a long long time since I've watched a cantonese show, and it takes me longer than usual to digest what exactly they're talking about. LOL. But the entire show just reminds me a lot of.. Mentalist. Like, observing body language, behaviours, etc. Real cool. Though I'm still... at the starting, but yeah, I'll just watch it till the end.
Ps. The sword is in the spirit, the mirror in the soul, and the stone inside the heart.
Nobody thought that I was capable of doing such a thing.
Thursday, December 2, 2010, 11:12 AM
Fuck iTunes. I mean, what the hell. In the first place, why couldn't you just open the iTunes library that you were always using?! Just one fucking stupid mistake, and I have to redo my entire iTunes. ARGH. I forgot all my fucking playlists alrd luh! And I am very very pissed with iTunes right now. I've spent the entire hour, trying to restore my music, and restore my playlists, and what happens now? IT DOESN'T FUCKING SAVE. What sort of nonsense is Apple playing with?
So, apparently, my iTunes screwed up, and I was busy restoring my music and playlists in. I didn't really bother to restore all of my playlists, because honestly, it doesn't really matter anyway. I can always create them when I want to. Zzz. So, my iTunes screwed, and I practically spent two hours redoing it. Zzz. But anyway, now that it's done, I can finally relax.
Anyway, I'm sorry I hadn't been blogging. I've been... busy. I guess. Or, lazy. Heh. Plus, there isn't much to blog about anyway. The whole thing with that trip, it just makes me feel real troubled even by thinking about it. Zzz. Ohwell, I guess I just have to just go with the flow. But the trip wouldn't make much difference anyway.
Ps. Sometimes, letting go might be the best thing to do.
Still in love but all I heard was nothing.
Sunday, November 28, 2010, 7:01 PM
Surprisingly, the moment I came online, I wanted to blog. Which is weird.. Because, I don't know what to blog about? Today was pretty fun. :) And the day pretty much flew. Honestly, I can't leak too much, considering that unwanted people might see it. But it felt pretty warming, since we haven't met for about... three months? But I feel kinda disappointed, because it feels a lot like we've drifted apart, and it's kinda sad. D: But it feels real good to come back together and have a gathering. Though in the end, it sorta became a two-person outing. Zzz.
It was pretty okay... I guess. We sorta had lunch together, though like, three of us didn't eat, and had a couple of laughters during lunch.. Which weren't a lot too. Almost watched Repunzel. Luckily we didn't. I would probably sleep in the theatre, while they're enjoying the movie. I was too tired to watch something so... childish. Anyway, in the end, S had to go off early, for something that her mom needs her to do. Then we decided to head downtown to do some window shopping, until some other people said that they didn't have anything to do, and they decided to leave for home. So, we sorta splitted there.
So Fio and I left for town to.. walk around? But we ended up catching a movie, since walking around would only torture our legs and get us nowhere. Honestly, after the whole splitting up thing, it felt... less-awkwardy. Weird huh. I guess people changes, and this is how we actually feel nowadays. Which, to me, I find it real weird? Because we used to have all sorts of laughters with each other, and now, we've drifted so far apart..
And I'm still not really happy that I was the one who talked the whole time we were out. Like, it wasn't usual. Because it was supposed to be Fio who was talkative and I'm the one listening. But wthell. Today was a complete opposite. Fio, if you're seeing this, I'm unhappy. :(! Lol. Just joking! But it felt weird doing all the talking, cause... I'm just seriously not used to it. I do have a history of being overly talkative, but... what happened today just didn't seem like myself.
And I'm actually trying to finish this post because once I past midnight, I'll feel weird writing 'yesterday' because I don't really consider it to be the next day until I sleep. Anyway. Yeah, so we caught Unstoppable, which I watched for the second time, and um, I sorta regretted watching it again. We could've watched Next Three Days! And I was whining when we saw the trailer in the cinema when Unstoppable started. Too bad! We've already bought the tickets. Just blame my stupidity for not telling her before we bought the tickets. :( But it was pretty worth it to watch it again though. It's not that bad to catch it for the second time. :)
After movie, we walked around, and surprisingly, we had more fun after the movie than before. Hahaha, we laughed hell damn lot at the bookstore because of something that Fio had answered when I asked her a question. I almost literally roll on the floor to laugh. Hahahah. Remembering how we always laughed like this just last year. Ah, good times. And before we knew it, it was over the time that we had originally planned to go home at. Lol, guess we did forget all about the time.
Ps. You will never feel a thing.
I'm picking me apart.
, 1:24 AM
Recently, blogging sorta becomes part of my life. And I get the urge to blog every minute I get bored when I'm on the computer. Which is weird, because though I know that I've got nothing to blog about, I still feel like blogging. Zzz, which is actually a big problem.
And sometimes, I think I'm sick of living life as how I live it right now. It's probably wrong to feel this way, but well, this is how I feel right now. It makes things worst, because not wanting to live life like this, is actually a problem - because I'll have no idea how else to live it.
This is so weird. Listening to Faust's SFOV song makes me wanna cry. :( And I've finally found Brave Heart's translation. Man was I looking for it for such a long time and now I had found it so easily. Wthell! Though it's not really 100% accurate, but sure, it's better than nothing luh. And Lyserg's SFOV brings back memories and happiness. Lol. Weird. That is just so unfair! Why does everyone else have their own main page and Chocolove doesn't! :( Hao too! Man I just feel like crashing Wikipedia. -slaps forehead-
Right! I shouldn't be blogging about SK. Damn, I'm so sorry. But seriously, right now, I have completely no idea what to blog about. I still haven't receive my money. Lol, from my dad. Well, what choice do I have, it's just too bad that I don't have enough money. Damn, listening to Hao's SFOV makes me wanna cry too. Zzz. When did I get so emotional!? Nownow, I really don't know what to blog about. So I'll just stop here, and I shall get some other things done.
Ps. In order to catch it, you can't look away.