Don't make me hold on when you're not.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010, 3:28 PM
I really cannot decide whether or not I should continue putting Rocketeer or my autoplay song to Dont Let Me Go by The Click Five. I actually heard it on the radio just now, and I immediately liked it. :D Teehee. Anyway... I don't think anyone actually realised. The last post was actually my two hundredth post. And I think I used it to write some really pointless words. Lol, joke. Ohwell!
Guess what. Ever since coming back from PD, I'm actually hiding inside my room most of the time. It's like, getting away from the society. And it feels real damn good. At lease for me, that is. Everyone else are unhappy that they're stuck at home, but for me? I can't be any happier when I'm at home rotting. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. But, on the other hand, I doubt it'd be that bad to be crazy. I mean, even if you're judged when people realise that there's something wrong with you, but I think it'd be better than having my brain slowly torturing me.
Listening to this song just makes me want to cry. Zzz. I don't know what's going on in my stupid brain right now. It's just making me feel so confused. And it's honestly not a good feeling at all. It just makes me want to pluck my brain out.
Ps. Every night I lie on my bed, hoping that I'll never wake up again.