Ignorance is bliss.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010, 3:27 AM

I've fallen sick! Yeah, I wasn't expecting the sickness to come so soon. Anyway, I actually do hope that I'll recover soon, then I shall not worry when I get to PD. I mean, what's the point of going when you're sick and unable to sing? Listen to others and just go and show face? Zzz!
I don't know how many messages they've bombarded me when I'm away today. I wasn't in town, and because of that, I didn't go for practise. I don't know how to reply to them tomorrow. I mean, if I tell them I'm sick, they'd say 'hey, if you're sick, why are you still here today?' So what am I supposed to say to them? -headache-
Phew, luckily its only two texts. And I'm glad that the bitch didn't text me. If she did, I'd probably be typing really quickly into the computer right now already. Haha. But I highly doubt that I could go for choir tomorrow. Honestly, my nose isn't at the right state for singing. I can't even reach the not-so-high notes. How am I to go for choir? OHWELL. I'll just go and show face. It's better than not getting attendance, I guess.
And I'm pretty surprised that I hadn't climb into my bed and catch z's. Which was weird, because during the entire car ride, much to my displeasure, I didn't get a wink of sleep at all. If it wasn't that I had a small little nap back at gramps' place, I wouldn't be typing here and I'd be in my bed, and catching zzz's.
Today's kinda weird, for me. Cause I spent the entire day with mom, and on the ride back, we were actually talking about family matters and friends. Hmm.... But like what we said to each other. It's always good to have a good talk between your parents. How they'll react is another thing, it's whether or not you want to tell them.
Honestly, thinking back now, I've been so silly in the past to think that my parents are demons/monsters out to destroy me. I mean, hey, they're already pretty nice compared to other parents. Including the fact that I'm not banned from computer, and etc. I really don't know what to do without my comp. I really really do not know what to do if it gets confiscated. My mom was saying 'if you continue using without any limitation, it's (confiscation) coming your way.'
I will definitely not disclose anything that I've spoke to her about. Afterall, it's pretty much considered a heart-to-heart talk. So, yeah. But I'm actually glad that I spoke to her. For reasons that I will not disclose. But it feels good, to talk to someone. And I'd like to thank mom, for being understanding.
Ps. Sometimes, things will only be resolved when you understand them.