A half-remembered dream.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010, 11:50 PM
What would it feel like, to be isolated?
Yeah, I'm back, after a long day. And finally, I'm on my bed w/ my laptop on my lap and typing away. I mean, that's what I always do, so yeah.
So, I had choir today. And I'd say, it was pretty much worst than yesterday's because WH didn't give me all the stupid jokes that he always comes up w/. Zzz. E wanted company, so WH sorta 'companied' her. But honestly? We didn't really stay in our semicircle for long.
And y'know what? MsP is asking for more and more. And one day, we'll get all squeezed out. But y'know what is the problem right now? MY LAPTOP. No, not the one that I'm using now. I'm using my mom's now, actually. Cause I was updating my ipod w/ the itunes here, so I thought I should just blog here, before switching my lapt. Well, actually because it was having some stupid technical problems.
Anyway, MsP was talking something about people not putting effort to be in this choir. And honestly, I'm not putting any effort into the choir, and she doesn't sees it. And honestly, it just shows me that she's being really stupid and unobservant.
Y'know what's the worst thing? The songs that she picked is getting worst and worst.
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Before choir started today, WH and E was talking about the section leader for next year. And then they were predicting it was going to be me & it got me freaking out. Because I do not want that responsibility. But y'know what, maybe I won't be. Maybe it'll be SChoo. She has potential okay. I mean, it's recognised by MsP. So, yeah. I think it'll most likely be SChoo. And when that happens, it'll definitely change her.
Oh, and almost @ the end of the session, one senior was complaining about another senior. And honestly? I ain't really interested, but it makes me think even more. I mean, why is it that people have to hate each other?
Ps. A collapsing dream.