I need you to understand.
Monday, October 18, 2010, 5:07 PM
Day 2: Nine things you do every day.
Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.
Day 4: Seven fears/phobias.
Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.
Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.
Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.
Day 10: One person you can trust.
Okay. I'm back, after a long day out w/ S and Jong. Went 'shopping', and uh, it was okay. Well, yeah. The person who originally said that she wanna shop till she drop, didn't. Infact, the person who bought the most stuff, was originally not hungry. (Because all she bought was FOOD and a book.)
Anyway. I guess, today was okay. Other than that bad start of this morning. Zzz. I got soaked. My shoes/socks were soaked. And, um, yeah. I had to walk around w/ a cold and wet shoes. Zzz. At lease it didn't spoil. I hope it doesn't. (praay hard.) And my feets are actually freaking tired right now. After a long day of torture to it. LOL.
- Computer. (THIS IS FREAKING IMPORTANT. W/o computer, I can't live at all.)
- Stationaries, and my diary.
- My bed/sleep.
- Food, yeah, duh.
- And lastly... I'll say. Music. :D
Okay. I really have no where else to vent. So I'll just vent everything here. I'm sick of being forced into doing things that are not what we feel like doing. I didn't know that teachers could FORCE people into doing things that they don't want to do. I didn't know that they had the entitlement to do that. BECAUSE LAST TIME I CHECKED, WE WERE ALL FORCED TO FUCKING WEAR THAT STUPID GOWN FOR A STUPID SCHOOL GRADUATION DAY.
Dude, it's just a fucking stupid graduation day. Need to wear until so GRAND ah. I'm honestly sick of this whole performing thing. Hey, do you get that PERFORMING SO MUCH DOES NOT. I repeat. DOESNOT get more members. I guess I know why. Because what they thought was true.
You all are fucking hypocrites. During audition, act like very nice like that. But honestly? After about, half a year, all your fox tails appears. And you become that cunning 'in-charge' person that nobody likes. And in the first place, why that person doesn't appear? Because everyone would be scared away.
YOU. ARE. JUST. A. FUCKING. CONDUCTOR. You have no say as to what we would be wearing for that stupid performance. It's just a simple school thing. And I'm sure there's no point wearing that stupid gown. And you know what, if I could get away w/ it, I won't fucking bring that gown, and get laughed by everything. I WON'T FUCKING BRING THE GOWN. If I could get away with it. Because I'm fucking sure, that you won't want somebody, who's not wearing something that's matching, to go on on stage, to perform.
I'M SICK OF BEING PUSHED AROUND. DUDE, I HAVE A FUCKING BRAIN, A FUCKING MIND, AND I DO HAVE HUMAN RIGHTS. AND YOU? YOU DON'T FUCKING HAVE THE RIGHTS TO JUST PUSH AND FORCE PEOPLE AROUND.
Bitches.
Ps. I never understood why, now I know.