勇敢な中心。

I don't know how much more love this heart can lose.

Friday, October 15, 2010, 8:25 PM

Hallooo.

~~Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself.~~

~~Day 2: Nine things you do every day.~~
Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.
Day 4: Seven fears/phobias.
Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.
Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.
Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.
Day 10: One person you can trust.

I am back, like, hell obviously. And, I'm disappointed in today. :( Idk why. Anyway. I DON'T NEED TO BE DISAPPOINTED FOR LONG~ Cause I'm going ooouuutttttt on monday! WHOOT. Finally I can get out of this crappy house and grab some freshfresh air. And suddenly, I'm in the whole "exam-over-enthusiasm" mood. Hahaha, so cool right. :D

So, it's day 3 today. And it's eight things that annoy me. HEY, there's so many of them. But I can't think of any. LOL.

CRAPPY AND SENSELESS SONGS. I don't care by which singer. I just hate it when singers sing songs with no sense @ all.
Squeaky voices from girls. (with the addition of the way they speak.)
My parents. HEHEHEHE.
When I get spammed. OH, I honestly do hate that.
When I'm forced to do something that I honestly don't want to.
When people interrupt my music when I put my earphones/headphones on.
When people don't knock the door and just come in. It freaks me out okay.
When I want to pee @ the wrong time. Zzz.

Talking about no. 5. I'm still pissed 'bout today's choir. I mean, wtfuck does that stupid graduation have to do with us. And what's worst! We're supposed to wear that stupid gown. I mean, wtfuck. GOWN. Eh. It's just a stupid graduation concert. Does it need to be so grand? I DON'T THINK SO RIGHT. NOBODY FUCKING WANTS TO WEAR THAT DRESS. WHY FORCE THE FUCK OUT OF US. WHY MUST THEY TORTURE US. ZZZZ.

I'm sick of being in choir. I'm sick of being forced. I'm sick of being taken for fucking granted. It's as if we've got no life and the only people who can carry life out of us are those stupid maincom&stupidfuckingteachers.

Dude, you're just teachers. You're supposed to teach. NOT TO FORCE. Like what Nise always says. "Our school has the motto of 'Not with force, but with skill'. Whatthehell. Everything we do is forced. Still what not with force but w/ skill." I honestly agree. I'm sick of being forced into everything. I mean, it SEEMS like it's going to be benefit to us. But honestly? WE BARELY LEARN ANYTHING FROM IT.

I'm sick of this. Woman, if you think that fifteen people who said yes is not enough, I would suggest you might as well just DON'T organise this stupid trip. My ears can get it's peace on the way out.

Wtfuck is "You don't have a choice, you have to go!" Auntie, last time I checked. YOU'RE JUST THE FUCKING CONDUCTOR OF THE CHOIR. You're not the mother of him. Dude, I don't think teachers have the licsence to force people into something right. UNLESS IT'S COMPULSARY. But right now. It is not COMPULSARY. What can you say 'bout that. That then doesn't give you the right to force.

I'm sick of being in this world where EVERYTHING is forced. People take others for granted. Then force them into doing something that they do not agree. What is this!

Ps. The world is fucking screwed up.