But I'm afraid it's too late to apologize.
Sunday, October 31, 2010, 11:46 PM
I was feeling utterly too bored to even be here blogging. I don't even have a topic in mind. But y'know, I just feel like typing to something that doesn't know how to respond to me. It's just, some kind of venting out. Just, um, not on a diary, but through the net. I guess. Right, that didn't quite make sense.
Anyway, I think I'm starting to get um, what's that called? Ohyeah, I think I'm starting to get dandruff. Zzz. I honestly don't want to get them, but it's hard to um, control these sort of things from happening, I suppose.
Y'know what, I actually feel ridiculously uncomfortable this weekend. And I have completely no idea why is that. It's like everything is going wrong, and nothing seems to be in place. But come to think of it, nothing has ever came in place before. And I really mean by nothing.
I mean, it can't be possible for everything to go to how I want them to, but things just didn't felt right. And it sure as hell doesn't feel right now as well. And why is that? Well, I don't even know myself.
I don't know what's in store this holidays, but somehow, I can feel that it's going to get crashed and get very drastic. It's just an intuition, I guess and I hope that it won't end up being like that.
Ps. I don't know what's going on anymore.