Just how much sadness have you been keeping to yourself?
Friday, September 17, 2010, 1:54 PM
These are just one side of life.
Sorry for not blogging for two days.. I just, didn't felt like blogging yesterday. Plus, this laptop's back, so, yeah, I was busy enjoying it, which is practically why I didn't blog earlier. But, it doesn't matter right? At lease I'm blogging now.
Anyway, there wasn't anything much that had happened these two days. They came back last night, and, uh, my cousin went back to where she lived and blah, well, you get the point. Then, uh, went to schl this morning. Nothing much luh. Wasn't paying attention during hist, math too, I think. Recess was pretty much boring. Ate, went upstairs, and yeah, that's 'bout all.
Mt wasn't that bad today, since we had work to do, and didn't have to listen to that man for like, an hour. Science was, pretty stupid. Thanks to practical. Bio practicals are boring. Zzz. I supposed that's all? Oh, it rained heavily today. And it's pretty cool. After not raining for such a fucking long time, it's honestly time it rained. But, it caused us to have to get drenched on the way home. I wasn't that drenched, seeing that the rain has already softened down.
I still can't get used to walking in a crowd alone. I don't know why. It's been a long time thing that I've never gotten to overcome. I was always afraid of walking alone in a crowd. Hmm, weird eh? I know. Lol.
I'm still thinking of what to write.. Cause I'm going to have a nap now, and I'm afraid that when I wake up, I'll forget to blog, and then it'll be one day late again. (Much annoyance of Jong for asking me to blog daily. Zzz.)
When she herself hadn't blogged for two weeks ALREADY.
Oh, I just remembered something. This morning, during assembly, that stupid teacher told us to clear out our classrooms, because there would be people from outside school coming to our school for some stupid activities. Well, I hate that, cause my under table is pretty much full. And, yeah. Mine wasn't as bad. Jong's was the worst, I guess. (But my hands were really heavy just now while I was carrying everything back.)
Everything seems so ... cliche. Now that we're all known everything that was pretty much said. "I'm sick of living", "This life sucks", "I can't continue living in this life anymore". These are just so fucking cliche. Would anyone just stop all these fucking cliche things and come up with something new that people won't fucking plaglarise? Man, I honestly hate how people could have the dignity to copy how other people write their blogs, text, and even SPEAK. I don't understand how their conscious can feel good like that.
Bytheway. I've decided. To maybe, I'll get into jpop. Or maybe not. If I come across any great songs. :)
Ps. The strength you gained, in exchange of your pain.