It's time to let go and move on.
Monday, September 13, 2010, 3:08 PM
Somethings aren't worth being angry over.
I'm really sorry for not blogging and everything. Most of the weekend, I wasn't at home.. And, I didn't exactly stay up really late and everything, so I didn't really have a lot of inspiration to things. Anyway, I'm blogging now. Mostly about my day. Maybe just like, a little of my thoughts here and there. Other than that, I think today's post's gonna be boring. As usual. (After writing that super fucking long post, it's like, I've nothing much to write already.)
Well, went to schl today. And, um, yeah.. nothing much luh. Nise cut her hair. I was shocked okay. I mean, I'm too used to her long haaair. Then it's like, the person who has the longest hair, has the shortest hair now. Between the four of us. Lol.
Then, um, yeah. Went down for assembly. Alright, it was crappy. 110% crappy. I mean, what's the point of having this stupid assembly right. What crappy spotcheck. Zzz. I just, can't take it. Zzzz.
Then, spotcheck was crappy ok.ay. Zzz. Then, uh, had one hour of free period, since bangbang wasn't here, and we had no idea why Tannyho didn't come in. But fuckhell was I annoyed. By some very inconsiderate people that just don't understand how others would feel.
That fucking bitch, already knew that I was trying to sleep. Then fuckhell purposely went bang against the table of another classmate's which was like, fucking near me? And when I was about to fall asleep, I was woken up by that fucking bangs against the table. I mean, wtf did I fucking do that you had to do that? I didn't even fucking look at you.
You fucking inconsiderate girl. I hate you. I hate you to the core. And you know why? Because you have such a small little brain that you can't let go of what happened way before this year. What the fuck is wrong with you. Nobody's quarelling with you now. Not a fucking person is bothered to even talk to you. You want to know why? Because of your attitude. Your fuckedup attitude, basically throws all friends away. And they're forced to even smile in front of you. And that's just what is basically, what you ought to get. Too bad, this is just the truth. Deal with it.
Then, tannyho came in, had geog. Recess, nothing much. Then, um, MT. Shuang. Mosquito not coming for mt lessons for two weeks. Major madness. Then, PW. Chionged to finish up geog. Then... Lemme see. Oh, then lit. Nothing much. I mean, I don't really bother anymore. Like, I don't give a fuck anymore alright. You want to do, you do whatever you want. But if you come and bother me, you'll get the shit out of me. People who understands me will definitely know that I'm not joking, hell no.
English. I didn't speak much. I didn't bother people, all I did was just copy notes, listened, and, yeah. I think, I'll keep up with what's up today. I don't want to be so engaged anymore. Sometimes, it clears my mind. I highly do not suggest to do what I'm doing. Because it'll just basically hurt yourself. Remember, I'm mentally sadistic.
Ps. These scars will stay forever.