I claw it out from your defenseless back.
Thursday, September 30, 2010, 5:10 PM
I hide my star within my dejected eyes.
Today was exceptionally fun. Hahaha. I thought it'd be just a boring day. Seeing that the morning was honestly boring. Zzz.
Went to schl and uh, slacked around, laughing, joking and stuff. Assembly. It was getting to the thrilling part of the story when I had to stop reading it. You know, after the exams, I think I'll just reread it again, before I read the ending. If not my mind will just keep screaming the ending to me. Hahaha, yeah, that's probably what I'll do. Before I re-read Breaking Dawn too.
Then, um, had history. Which was actually REALLY boring. Considering the fact that it was an open book paper. And everyone was speaking and everything. Lol. I absolutely have the problem as to calling the name and both of person with that name looks at me. Zzz. Just can't seem to remember that.
Math was even more boring. My butt was hurting the entire time, because of the way I have to sit to look at the board. It's pathetic alright. I can barely see it luh. Recess, ate since I was hungry. And... um... Yeah. Then... mt. Was boring okay. I can't exactly say anything about that. No comments, y'know. Hahaha.
Science. Had lessons w/ MsC again. She definitely rushed through everything, and my handwriting was crappy/shitty. Lol. Anyway, who cares. I can read can liao luh. But it was until then that I realised. I had forgotten many many things that I've learnt in the first half of the year. Oh, I swear, that's the worst thing ever.
After science, while waiting for bus, called mom and argued with her about going out to study w/ Jong, Nise and later, Von. It was pointless alright. Zzz. I mean, honestly, why the fuck can't I go? It's not like I'm not going to study! We're not that liars that say "we're going to study", when we're going to play. Whythefuck can't they understand? Zzz.
That studytrip was fun TTVM okay. Lol. Never had such a good laugh for a long long time. It was totally amusing. I mean, yeah, that was after we've finished what we wanted to study and started fooling around. Hahaha. It was cool okay. We laughed about almost everything. Lol. I mean, it's fine when you've finished what you want to do, and start laughing and practically everything. It's honestly fine, with the youngsters. But the oldpeople just don't understand. How pathetic. They don't get the fun in life. And that's absolutely just too sad.
Anyway. I am certainly planning to go out tomorrow for another studytrip. And I absolutely would not accept the answer "NO".
Ps. My thoughts you can't decode.