Are you hiding it deep within your heart?
Tuesday, September 28, 2010, 5:54 PM

Everything is chasing after time, and I feel like I'm wasting it as if it doesn't mean anything at this point in time. I mean, maybe it doesn't, seeing that I'm still slacking as if nothing will be happening next week.
You see, the most important thing isn't that I'm wasting time. It's that I will be disappointing my parents if I don't get good results this term. I mean, it's possibly impossible to even get good grades... But I am not trying you see. I'm not trying to even fucking work hard. I'm not genius.
I don't know whether you get what I'm writing, cause I don't quite think I do. But, yeah. Today was boring and I don't have much to talk about. Zzz. Certain people are fucking digusting. Zzz. And I still can't believe they're from my class. AAAAAAAH.
Ps. Those wounds no longer hurt, but it left scars that can never heal.