You can't have what you want when you don't know them.
Monday, August 9, 2010, 6:30 PM
Hi. I'm back. And I originally wanted to post something up, but you know what, I was too lazy to get my camera, so, I've been rotting on the couch. How wonderful. And if you're wondering why I'm back online, well, there's only one reason. I'M BORED. Zzz.
Yeah. I actually started blogging @ six plus. Zzz. And then I was forced to go downstairs for this stupid celebration thing, which is pretty stupid. Zzz. I mean, the whole thing was stupid la. Aiyo. The fact that they were there, of course it sucked. And anyway. It was boring. Honestly.
Anyway. Today, the whole day, sit on the couch, play comp, watch tele. Super shuang. And the only thing that I did, was simply, mop the floor, and setting up my Wii set. Lol. And I ended up playing boxing, and I was venting. Hadn't relaxed since so long. And I tell you, you know what? Next time, when there's anything that hurts me more that I'm already am, I'll just KEEP boxing those guys. They're so easy to defeat. I mean by the opponent that they show us. Hit until I damn shuang. Lol.
Must play everyday. Vent it all out on that asshole. I think that's the only thing I like about Wii manszx. And Mario. Very cute. Hahahhaha.
Okay, I shall not make you jealous right now. Hahahaahahha. Anyway~ I'm really tired. Hahahhaa. Okayokay. I'll type about something. Cause, my mind's kinda empty. And yeah. Three days haven't used it. 'Course empty right. Lol. Yeah, I tried doing science just now. I was like, "uhhhh. How to do!" Lol.
Oh. Yeah. Something happened last night. Lol. I didn't even realised that I slept. So, after bathing and blowing my hair, (cause I was having a massive headache, and then I went to sleep w/o staying up late.) then I laid on my bed, and I was playing Indigo by Yiruma, and I tell you, I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was screamed at. And my fucking tear just wouldn't stop. Damn.
What's wrong w/ not wanting to eat freaking medicine, you tell me. I want to sleep.
You wanted me to eat medicine because you COULDN'T stand hearing my sneezing. Damn, just deal with it. You care if I didn't take medicine meh. No. You don't. So don't force for your own good. Asshole. To you, there's no more love. There's only hate. Never, NEVER force me to say I love you anymore. I won't. Too bad. Deal with it. Everything that you've said, they're marked in my mind. Scarred.
And you'll never, NEVER get my respect. Deal with it on your own. You never treated me as your own. It was ALL a lie. And you've completely destroyed me.
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Ya, I'm back. Cause I'm bored, again. Well. You're gotta deal w/ it. I'm blogging more and more. Ain't you happy? LOL. Idk la. I read CM's post, I know I feel like blogging again. Lol. Oh. Right. I remembered.
"You all didn't expect this huh, after a month of glowness, after one month of happy things, everything came crashing down. Well. You know what? You all have a cause in this. You want me to voice out what's thinking in your mind? What have I done? You've done lots, of course. Assholes. And you know what? I won't be voicing them out though. There's too many.
You know what? You all ought to have a teeshirt saying "I'M AN ASSHOLE". And you just have to wear it all the time."
Yeah. That's all. Sorry if it's offensive. It's just too bad you're offended. Guilty consious if you're offended.
Ps. "Stop destroying me." "No! Just take it all away. You've already taken everything. It doesn't matter if you destroy me or not. Nobody cares anyway."