I sometimes wonder why I even bother.
Friday, August 6, 2010, 7:31 PM
This is the hundredth post. For people who don't know. Of course you don't. You don't manage my blog. And I've decided to make this meaningful. Maybe you'll wonder if this sounds more like a before-death "will", or yeah. Whatever that think. But no, this is not a before death note. I'm just writing because I feel like it. And I want you, READERS to ponder through these things. If they've been gone through in your lives. Because my life, is as typical as yours. Don't keep saying that my life's great. Because it ain't. It sucks. More than yours. For some people.So. You've gotta be wondering what exactly am I going to write that would sound so scary right, cks? Here it is. My hundredth post.
Have you ever, ever, wondered what's your point in life? No, don't tag yet. Just wonder. Finish reading, then tag. But. Have you ever wondered what's your point in life? If you haven't, don't think about it now. If you've, just remember, and keep that in reach so that you can pull it back into your mainframe of thoughts. But anyway. I don't want to spoil your dreams. But I just have to tell the truth. And if you think that it's offensive or anything, I welcome you to not read this post. Because this post, is very straightforward. I ain't bending my words to get to my point. I'm going straight ahead. Please, don't read if you'll find it offensive.
So, here it is.
Your life. Your dreams. There're all NOTHING. What I mean by nothing? I really do mean that they're all craps. All waste of times. It's all WORTHLESS. It wasted all your time. Because in the end, when you die, what do you die as? A worthless human that was once alive. That's what you'll die as. Unless you're damn MEGA star like MichaelJackson, you ain't gonna die great. Because you know why? Other than your parents, people will forget you. After you've died. And what, they won't remember your contributions. Other than exceptions.
But, everything. Is just a waste of time. Nobody will recognise you. And I seriously mean it. The things that you've done, will just go to waste after you die. Study so hard for what? In the end, the knowledge, will be gone. Gone, DISAPPEAR. That's gone. And I do mean it. Living is just a waste of time.
But. Think of it in another way, for people who're thinking "then why shouldn't we just kill ourselves and die?" If you do good for people to see, like your parents, if you're student, reading this, if you do good, your parents'll be happy, right? I'm talking about majority. But anyway. If you're a student, and you do well for exams, your parents would be happy. So what if you're not. That's the mission of yours now. Let people around you, be happy. And slowly, you'll get the fun in it, and just do it for the sake of living. It's good you know, to make people happy. So. To those who're on the edge of dying, commiting suicide, please, live your life, for someone else that loves you.
Slowly, you'll know that to selflove, is very important too.
Ps. All that we've done, ain't worthless till we die.