I know that you're worn out.
Saturday, August 14, 2010, 6:29 PM
"And if I don't belong, who would've guessed it."
I'm back, and I ain't feeling real good. Well, when have I ever felt good right. But anyway, right now, at my house, it's getting real dark, though I've alrd turned on the lights. But yeah. And, what's cool is, the wind's really biiig. It's just a pity I can't open up all the windows. :(
Anyway. Yeah. Uh. I'm thinking of what to say. Oh ya. So. I blogged this morning, after watching SK and blah. Then after that, I spent like, most of my afternoon in their room, watching some shows that idk what I'm watching. Lol. No la. I was watching iCarly before I went out. You know what? It was kinda funny. And it's been real long since I've watched iCarly. Oh, and I watched Fairly Oddparents. Lol. It's funny. And stupid. But it's cute. Idk, I like.
Btw. I hadn't blogged 'bout YOG horh. Today's the start of it. Well, after the opening ceremony. And you know what? I'm very sure Jong's gonna watch. Well, I'll only watch the part where bty comes up. Yeah. That's all. :)
Yeah. So. I've just finished my dinner, and, uh, I'm watching 秀才爱上兵. So sian siol. Lol. Anyway. Yeah. Then after watching tele, went out to see doctor. Along the way, before I finally got to see doctor, a lot of things happened lo. Aiyo. I tell you ah, I really can't take it anymore. I mean, how could anyone take it when we've got a man like that in your house?
So. Yeah. That's all I can write anyway. I'm out of words. Lol.
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"I want you to tell her that I'm dead."
"I can't do that. You'll hurt her."
"Why won't you just come back and stop her pain?"
"I've my reasons."
"Bull your reasons. You BOTH love each other. And you don't care about whether she's hurting or not. I don't understand how you can live with that."
"Damnit. Just tell her that I'm dead."
"I said I can't. I'm not going to hurt her more than she already is."
"Do whatever you want. I'll come back when it's time. I will. But while I'm not around, please protect her."
"Protect her yourself. Just come back soon. I won't tell her that you're dead. I don't want her more hurt than she already is."
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Ps. "Even if I say 'You'll be alright', still I hear you say you want to end your life."