Death is on the road of awe.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010, 2:31 PM
Hi world. I'm having saddist thoughts. Actually. I don't even know what it means. Wait, I'll wiki it. LOL. I like using wikipedia. :) So. The meaning of sadist, I spelled it wrongly, is here. Yeah. I think I'm having sadist thoughts. Well. After searching through wiki, I thought, I don't think so. Inflicting pain to others? Uhh... Don't think so. I thought, inflicting pain to self should be more appropriate. Anyway.
I don't even know why I'm blogging. No, it's not a schl day. Even if it's a schl day, I'd be waiting for choir/in choir. But now, I'm actually blogging instead of eating lunch. Zzz. It's a, uh, school holidays, for students - NDP. But anyway. Yeah. And I actually escaped from their cluthes. Lol. I wasn't dragged to office today. Well, I guess the only reason was because I didn't mop the floor yesterday. And I really don't give a damn.
"She lied, and she still didn't apologise." You want to know what I wanted to say right at that moment? "I don't give a fuck damn okay." That's what I wanted to say. Who cares if I lied? You? Of course not. You'd be glad that I lied because you liked that answer. Great then.
And the other thing I wanted to say? "Have you ever apologised for lying? Hey, you lie all the time too. Do you honestly think I'm such an idiot that I don't know that?"
Okay. Enough, thoughts. Stop taking over me. Zzz. I really hate them. See. It took over again. (Why am I typing all these out? Zzz.)
So. Yeah. Back to the main topic. I'm bored to death at home. CM's @ schl, co. And, I've got no entertainment. I thought of going for a nap, but you know what? Nah, if I'm going for a nap, I doubt I'd ever sleep tonight.
Oh. That man still asked me just now. "Hey, if I bring mom to India w/ me, for a week, can you handle?" I mean. I don't mind. But who's gonna bring me to schl everyday? He's asking for more and more. And mom's giving into him more and more. Hi, if you're wondering, if the man that I've always been talking about, he ain't step. Ask me if you don't get it. K?
So. Yes. Today. Nothing much. Zzz. But, I think my house's stove is spoilt. I mean, SPOIL. And I tell you, we're dead. I want to eat homecooked food. And without home cooked food, I'll die. Ah! Noooo. I can't die!
Die liao lo. How, howhowhowhowhow? AH.
Okay. Enough of that. I'm so sleepy. And, uh, idk what to say manszx. Lol. Uhhhhh. Idk what to say liao manszx.
Hmmmm. Let's seeee. Oh, today is so boring. Zzzzz.
Lemme just end my crappiness here.
Ps. Have you even realised?