But you still have all of me.
Saturday, July 17, 2010, 9:55 AM
Yeah, I'm back. And I know I hadn't post a song since a long time ago. But, yeah. I really wanna share this song. Idk why. --" Don't ask yah?
But I know cks and C will like this. :) LOL. Yeah, I think they'll. Well, let's just say, this song's about someone close to you died. And that you can't get over that person's death. And yeah, it's something liddat.
But the song's REALLY nice. :) I mean, yeah, I repeated the songs like, about ten times alrd. Well, I can't download it, not now. So yeah, I'm actually listening it from youtube. LOL. (If you're wondering why I can't, it's cause I'm not using my main lapt.)
But anyway. Yeah. It's a beautiful song. And it's really nice. So just click the "play" button yah? :) Anyway. Yesterday was kinda, easy. :) Okay, yes, I know I said that I had nothing to say about yesterday. But I can't help it right?
Sooo. Uh, went to schl. Had ft, okay, not really ft. But yeah. Then had history. --" Sian. And everyone was actually daydreaming. LOL. I mean, yeah. D was like, halfdead-halfalive. Then I think like, less than 50% of the class was actually listening to bangbang. I mean, yeah, I wasn't, for sure. & I'm sure Jong wasn't. (HAHAHA.)
Then, uh, math. Had this stupid quiz thing between the guys and the girls. Aiyoh, I tell you ah. It was crap, I was daydreaming not listening. It wasn't really daydreaming.
Then after that, MrL gave us a stupid algebra question after writing "An algebra a day, keeps the ? away." So retarded. Then we were like, passing around the answer. Then uh, waited for Sy, then went for recess. Actually, I didn't wait for Sy. Von waited for her. Then went to buy food. Yeah, I was hungry. (DID I WRITE THAT ALRD?) Lol!
Then uh, anyway. Crapped, laughed. And everything. Then went upstairs. Then after that, uh, mt. Sucked laaah.
Then during science, I was chewing the gum. (LOL. Yes, I know I wrote tihs alrd.) Then, uh, FINALLY listened to what 'cher was talking about. Lol.
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Last night. Uh. It rained, very heavily. And I got woken up @ 5 plus. Tried to go back to sleep. Then @ 8, I gave up. And I used comp. --" Maybe cause I napped.
A lot of things happened last night. I mean, yeah, in my mind. Not @ home. I'm lazy to wash my clothes out. I'm too lazyyy. :(
Yes, post of the day accomplished. :D
Ps. "After everything that had happened, I'm back to where I was. The pain, the fear, the emptiness, it still haunts me. And I start thinking of suicide again. Why? Does world hates me so much that I need to be killed away from this world?"