Run devil devil run run.
Saturday, May 1, 2010, 2:03 AM
"You better run, run, run, run, run." Okay, you know, even though I've no idea what to write, I still feel like posting. I have no idea why. I mean like, it's gonna be my only pasttime other than reading ff. Really, I've got nothing to say. Crap. And I feel like listening to my ipod instead of the laptop. Wow.
You know, crying always makes things easier to bare. I don't know if it's a rule or something. But you know, I disagree w/ the 红白喜事show. Because that guy said that time cannot heal one's wounds. Problem is, that's the best medicine. Or maybe, not the best. But the most effective, yet painful medicine. I mean, yeah.
Okay, my previous post was so long because I wrote a lot about the book. Heh. Anyway.
You know. I think I might add a short story in so that it makes the post longer. :X Hahaha, :D.
Yeah, I'll just write a short story, and then I'll elaborate.
As the day turns darker for the sun had started to disappear to welcome the night, a girl with silky long black hair ran across the park towards the main road. She wasn't an average girl. She was definitely more than one. Her flawless features made people turn back to look at her as she walks pass the crowd. However, who'd look at her when she's crying?
Sorry, I'm procrastinating. But, people would look at her and think 'why's that poor girl crying her heart out?' right?
Maybe seeing a beautiful girl walking along the streets isn't uncommon, however, seeing a girl with flawless features running along the streets with a tearstained face is definitely uncommon. The girl quickly turned into her street and got into her house in no time. She wasn't running away from any bad men who would be behind her chasing her, so why is she running away so quickly?
She fell onto the ground as soon as she slammed the door closed. Her world was shattered. It all happened in seconds before it was totally gone. Her heart was stabbed again and again that it was all broken. She was broken beyond repair. All she could think of were ways of commiting suicide.
You must be thinking 'what was so serious that had happened that made such a beautiful girl want to commit suicide?', right? Well, let's just say that she got rejected by a man that she loved dearly for many many years. And I'm not joking when I say many many years. Her love lasted her for more than ten years, and they had already graduated elementary school.
You must be wondering 'who in the world could have such a lasting love after ten years? Especially when it's a beautiful young girl that we're talking about.'? Well, you see, when she was younger, she wasn't as beautiful as she is now. No, I'm not saying that she went for plastic surgery.
She was more like a nerd when she was younger. Although her eyesight were not affected, it still made her look like a nerd. When her classmates go out for any clubbing or anything, she would say no, and continue with either her book or her homework. It wasn't because her family didn't allow her to be out late, but it's just that she found those entertainment a waste of time. She could use it to study for her upcoming tests.
Yes, she was definitely intelligent - straight A student.
As time goes by, eventually, her classmates would stop asking her whether she would want to go clubbing with them or whatever so. And she started losing friends due to her anti-socialness. She don't speak unless nesassary.
I mean, I'd be kidding if she didn't top the level. She was a straight A student. And even though she doesn't really speak to people during the time that she's in school, he went to ask her questions. Somehow, from another angle, you could call it that he was interested in her.
He was a transfer student. He came from another school. And on the day that he entered the school, she didn't even hear his name for she was busy reading her favourite series of books. She didn't realise that the empty seat next to her was actually taken until he greeted her when he sat down, introducing himself. And he actually paid attention that she didn't hear the teacher saying about his transfer from the other school.
Yet, he still tried to make friends with her. She felt weird for a few days, having someone to talk to you everyday. But slowly, her instinct kicked in. She started treating him like a friend, going for breaks, lunchs and study 'dates' or more like tuition lessons to him.
Slowly, they became best friends. Best of all best friends. Everyone knew that they were inseparable. Even though she still does carry a book with her wherever she went, but she doesn't read it all the time already.
"Hey, Riko, I need help on math,"
"After school, usual library."
"Okay. Thanks, I owe you one!"
"You owe me a lot already,"
Somehow, through their friendship, she had developed a crush on her best friend.
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For ten years they've been best friends, they were now still young, but working adults. Both had a degree related to music, however, he had a degree of making music, and she had a degree on completing the music.
Yes, he was a musician, and she was a singer. She dropped out on all her habits of her constant studying and started to study on music. They said that she had a magnificent voice, and sure enough, it earned her a seat in an infamous music college.
She didn't even know that he was going to be in that school until they bumped into each other during registration. Though they didn't have the same classes, they still hanged out together. And now, after graduating from college, both needed to find somewhere to work in. Let's not forget that she still has that not so little crush on her best friend.
Today, she had finally decided to confess to her best friend about her love. She had always thought that he liked her as well, and she had been waiting for him to react first. But after years of waiting, yeah, she had finally decided to confess herself.
"I-I l-love you," she whispered as she hugged him from the back.
"I'm sorry. I don't want to ruin our friendship, but... I'm actually dating someone else,"
"HUH, I'm your best friend and you hadn't told me anything about you having a girlfriend?" she screamed and started crying.
"I'm sorry,"
"Forget it! I knew it was unrequited!" she screamed and ran off. The man looked at the small figure running away. His eyes hurtful.
TBC.
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You know why it's supposed to be sad? Because I can only come up w/ sad stories. I wonder why. But yeah. It's weird. Maybe that's because my heart ain't happy enough.
But anyhow, yeah. That's one short part. I'm still thinking of how to end it. I should be continuing it either tonight or tmrw. (it's morning now. -,-)
Well. Yes, idk how I write it, but I thought of it right from the spot. :D
And, uh. Idk whether someone actually could have the will to do it, but to me, ten years honestly sounds REALLY long. And it's gonna be cool if someone loved another person for ten years. Really.
And it's sweet for the guy to try to be friends w/ someone so cold. I know I hadn't added their parents? Let's just assume that their parents don't bother? :D
And, idk how to elaborate. Lol. Tag?
Anyway, uh. Yeah. I can't elaborate because I haven't wrote until the part that I wanna elaborate. D:
Actually right, I've wrote the thing until you understood what happened that caused her to cry. But I haven't write the ending. Lol.
"They wanna see you fall."
Who, you might think. Who knows. All I know is, I love this song. Honestly, other than the "I won't fal out of love," because I'm not even in love. -,-
I mean like, why would anyone fall out love? Unless their partner doesn't like them or whatever. But ain't those crap? Gah, my hand is cold. Hahaha, you really should see how I'm typing lurh. Lolz.
My hands are really freezing. Ohyeah. You know, when I was bathing just now.. I hadn't realised that I actually was that cold until I felt the hot water. Weird, yes. I know.
Yeah! I've succeeded in making myself not cold! Hahahaa. Okay, I'm feeling stupid. And I'm all wrapped up. -,-
Ha, can anyone tell me how to keep myself awake the whole night by using the computer?
Hahahaha! I just googled it, and the results are actually kinda useful. But, those are what I can do when I'm home! I'm not @ home now. D:
I mean like, they came up w/ turning on a movie and whatever crap. And a console to play w/ -,-. I have my console, AKA computer! -,-
Okayokay. I guess that's all. :D