Like a pyramid, like a pyramid.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010, 7:25 PM
Guess what. I didn't want to blog today. But I totally changed my mind? Hahah.
School sucked today. Idk why. I just didn't have that, rush of adrenline. I didn't have that feel of belonging. Guess these days happens all the time? And Jong, is starting to push everyone else away, again.
Is it me, or JoanneW and Denise getting closer?
Honestly, I didn't smile as much today. I didn't feel the need to. My emotions are in chaos now. And I'm practically feeling nothing now, other than the numbness that I've just realised.
Okay, I guess I should cut the crap. Had everything today. Other than, idk. Anyway. I shall just start from afterschool. Uh. Choir cancelled. Told last minute. And most likely, tmrw, no choir too. Man, can't they just tell us or something. Rawr. I so wanna kill myself.
Went to J8 w/ SherylC and Amanda. Bought koi and eat lunch together. Then left @ four, taking 410. Idk what else to write about. I feel like killing myself, and not blogging.
Can I just do that? Kill myself?
Okay, I shall not do that. At lease live through my birthday. :D
I just got permission yesterday that they can come over on Sunday! Then she'll buy cake or whatever to treat them. :D Hahah. I wonder what'll happen. Plesant day. Hopefully. :D:D
5 more days manszxzxz. Just another five more days of anticipation before I can throw it all away.