I don't want to feel anymore.
Friday, April 9, 2010, 6:34 PM
If you've actually realised, my posts are really... kinda, suckish? Yeah, anyway, had AA rehearsal today.
-I've got to warn. Today's post are gonna be very very vulgar. Whether you can see it or not.-
AA rehearsal was fucking stupid. Okay, so many things happened. (School was stupid, and boring, and nothing to talk about.) And honestly, I think we shouldn't be scolded. It's not us that were like that.
Anyway, basically, the whole staying back thing, was crap. And I really find it a waste of time. Honestly, I don't want to change into that stupid dress lurh. And we are forced to. Assholes.
Alright, look. If any seniors actually saw this, I'm sorry for writing things harshly, but I need somewhere that I can vent in, and this is where I can write freely. If you've got any comments that you want to tell or anything (other than spamming), just tag, or just come and talk to me.
Honestly, I do not think that we were at fault.
Anyway, rehearsal went by "okayly". So, yeah. I have nothing more to say. Neither do I give a damn.
---- Do not read. I just need somewhere to vent. I do not want comments about these.-
Mother pissed off for nothing. (Not that I give a fucking damn.)
Anyway, to the senior that talked to us.
I wanted to speak up just now, because I beg to differ most of the things that you've said. Okay, I don't mind the scolding part, though technically, you were scolding us. But, I'll pass for that.
I don't think that you're wrong to talk to us about today's rehearsal. I do not think that it's wrong. I just want to make sure that, you actually open your eyes to see who's really the one who complaint the most during the other rehearsals. Yes, I know that rehearsals are like that, because we need perfection, and therefore needing a lot of time. Of course I know that, I was from performing arts too. And I do not understand why you need to get only US to stay behind for more time than the others.
I think that you ought to tell even your sec threes that rehearsals are supposed to be like that. Look, people that are younger, they're easier to teach. But people who're old, or just older, they've their own mindset, and they do tend to follow accordingly. Look, your good friend from your class, she had complaint the most during all the rehearsals. And I don't see why she has to. I'm a sec one, and I think that she's being stupid. (I do not mean to offence anybody at all. And I'm not speaking about any of the secfours/fives.)
I understand that this year isn't the first year that you're having AA. In fact, this is the seventh year? If I'm not wrong? And, I don't think that it is the first time that she had rehearsals like these. The problem is, getting pushed around during rehearsals are REHEARSALS. They are supposed to be like that. And somebody, has to lead the entire thing. I don't mind being pushed around.
But, all I'm asking for is that you'll pay attention to who exactly are causing all these. During the concert on Tuesday, we were used as scrapgoats. Though at some parts, we were at fault for talking. But, look. We've kept quiet, and the most important thing is that you actually go and learn who is the one talking, and pick that person out. I know it is embarrassing for that person, but that's what she/he gets when they talk @ inappropriate timings. The problem is, you're scolding everyone because some people spoke.
I'm not saying that you can't. But honestly, at lease talk to that person privately or something. I find it very ridiculous. I definitely know about the "think as a whole" thing, of course. I've even thought about the whole chinese orchestra, and we don't have a fucking problem. The thing is, you've got no heart into this, alright. I'll just say it out front. You've got no heart into this. That's why things are very hard to be done.
I've thought through what you've said, and I just want to comment. I definitely have no intentions of offencing people, neither do I have intentions of scolding people. It's just suggestions.
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So, I just hope this stupid weekend would be a good one. Because my fucking mother is breathing down my neck. And it's so much more worst than PSLE breathing down my neck.
CKS - I'm not angry. Just slightly pissed.Yukie - I don't really get what you're talking about manszxxzx. Hahahas.